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with eyes as hard as one million tombstones.

by hurst

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1.
a wise woman once said that: "you can not lift the world at all when half of it is kept so small" don't ignore what she said, internalize it instead erase the blackboard and dig down to the bloodshed our brains were whitewashed with white chalk and white lies we're taught being 'happy' is just about getting by at the expense of others, 'getting by' ain't enough for me if we can't live like brothers, then life is just agony at the expense of others, at the expense of ourselves your history lesson, your history lesson a wise woman once said that: "you can not lift the world at all when half of it is kept so small" don't ignore what she said, internalize it instead you can not lift the world... your mind was whitewashed my mind was whitewashed I would rather be 'brainwashed' at least we'd be clean... at least we'd be clean... brainwashed.
2.
take me by the hand take me to the promised land you see it slipping like sand through our hands but you remember every word words to me are far away your words return to haunt me I feel them pushing at me the simple things I can't ignore but jon's favorite words ain't 'even the score' so evermore I'll push forward but I can't, if He won't so I know, that I can everyone needs someone and I must be more than someone and I know you must have felt the loneliness we all endure but I'm not sure if endurance is the word and anymore I'm not so sure it's something that I have but I know, it will come
3.
sleepwalk 02:52
My friend is part of the new '90s breed Unaware he's a member of a certain creed A man with no flaws that he knows how to find A self-styled non-racist in his own mind... A self-appointed servant with self-serving ideals Sleepwalking through his life, unaware Conditioned to the benefits Proud member of a nation On the ashes of a prior civilization Never seeing his role in the decimation Never seeing his role, assimilation Never seeing his role, declaring, 'progress, son' His explanation, declaring 'progression' His explanation I can see the hate that hides behind those eyes And I can see the pain that lurks beneath that smile I can feel the pain because I have known the same And I can see that nothing, nothing is to gain! So what's it get? All of our pomp and glory? A lifetime spent playing the role of a category Our roles defined like products on an assembly line But who's to judge? When we (including me) won't budge? I challenge. I challenge the lies. I challenge. I challenge the lies.
4.
Dirty fingers, and I'm choking Down to the bottom of the well Bury me because I'll be free Trapped at the bottom of a well She saw the garden, she read her name She bounced the boyhood Master upon her knee So your sticks and stones, 'they'll never hurt me' Because your sticks and stones have made her free Blessed with beauty, Blessed above all Blessed with words, destined to fall She took off her veil, stood before all Blessed with beauty, Blessed to fall We saw the garden, we read our names She bounced the boyhood Master upon her knee So your sticks and stones, they'll never hurt me Because your sticks and stones have made her free with your dirty fingers, drop me down, down, down which one of you? which one of you? step forward which one will give me to drink from the cup? I want to kiss the hand of my killer, I want to kiss your hand down, down, down, bury me NOW I'M FREE.
5.
she looks up at the clouds overhead he fights his war, inside his head she tried her best to beat back the wind so what he did, he cut off her hands Indian from the North, casualty of war he would have known he can never (truly) win each age we cry out and we beg to be saved each sage who comes down to is always condemned to the flames culture after culture, age after age white European culture over every culture for 500 years 'culture'? it's got you we have no culture how much freedom is bought with killing sprees? how much freedom is bought with car bombings? how many babies blown to smithereens? how many mothers denied fertility? how much freedom? and whose freedom? until we serve each other we're not free until we live like brothers and sisters we're not free
6.
burden 04:14
this ragged umbrella no longer shelters me from the lonely eyes and cries of worldly lunacy this tightrope circus line strangles me bordering, teetering, on insanity and I carried a burden. didn't beg for release. I didn't blueprint these prison grounds but they were constructed by me they carried a burden. didn't beg for release. witness to unspeakable horrors compared to our lives of ease nails in His hands. a 100 pound chain 'round His neck An arrow to the foot Or gunned by Armenian men carried our burden, yet we ignore it we choose not to think about it it unnerves us carried your burden of your dusty-dime, forgotten self buried your costume, and your head we choose not to think about it it unnerves you in 1492, Christopher-come-to-boss-us In 1972, COINTELPRO to toss us into the dust, the heap of the depraved they hand us the shovels to dig our graves how can we live as we truly are? (As One) can we erase his story's scars? if we don't know the lessons our past has to teach us then we are doomed, doomed to repeat it reshuffle the heroes and villains that control our minds you see it's like a picture, the negative reverses if they're our 'founding fathers' than we're all bastard sons bastard sons, and daughters, of those same 'founding fathers' "so what's your plan to save your ass from the 9-to-5 scam?" you mean the 9-to-5 jail, the 9-to-5? "what's your plan?" asked my friend. "to save your ass?" I don't have a plan! And I just don't know! what's your plan? how heavy is your burden? what's your plan to save your ass? how heavy is it?

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A band from Indianapolis, Indiana.

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released September 1, 1995

Ryan Downey (vocals)
Anthony Pontius (guitar)
Benjamin Shine (guitar)
Dylan Howe (bass)
Nathaniel Spainhower (drums)

Jesse Haas (sixth member)

Recorded at Sonic Iguana Studios in Lafayette, Indiana, 1995.
Transferred and Mastered by Anthony Reitz, 2023.

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hurst Indianapolis, Indiana

a short-lived band from Indianapolis, Indiana circa 94/95.

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